geebs | random thoughts

So this one girlie comes in needing help. And I couldn't tell if she had really bad allergies or if she had been crying. I'm pretty sure it was the latter. Anyways, I reset something for her, but she was still upset because the way things are, she wouldn't be able to access her account until noon, and the class she need to print something for was at noon. So she goes, and I feel guilty. I don't know why. I don't think she was upset over the account thing. And even if she was, I shouldn't feel guilty, its not like I can do anything about it, that's the way things are set up. I think I just feel overly guilty over things. There were a couple of times back when I was still a student where I'll be walking around campus and see some person struggling to carry this heavy box of stuff, and I ponder helping them since I have nothing better to do, but I don't. And I'll feel real guilty about it later and think to myself, "I'm such a jerk! I could've helped a person out, and I didn't!" Then there was that time that it was a torrential downpour, and this girl in the class I was heading to was about a hundered feet ahead of me and sans umbrella. So, she's getting soaked. And I have an umbrella, but I'm too shy to go up and offer to walk with her. I guess I should feel guilty about that.

Then when I was coming back from lunch, I was thinking about how I'm a growing boy, and I should be eating more. Then I suddenly realized, I'm 25 going on 26. I'm old! I feel like I'm still a healthy teenager. But I'm no longer a young man! I am just man.

Oh, and speed kills, y0! That's the key to Sega Strike Figther. Oh, I forgot to mention I got my name on the T4 machine at Mansell. But I did it with Heihachi. I mean, really, that's no contest! I don't think I'm a master, but using him I think I can wipe the floor with 80% of the players out there.