geebs | Going straight through Falken's maze

What am I still doing up? I was ready to fall asleep around 530, but then after brushing my teeth, washing my face, and checking a few things on the puter before getting ready for bed, I seem to have gotten a second wind. What the frak?! I'm kinda annoyed the TV I bought a few months ago to replace my previous one has no sleep function. That would be very useful to have that background noise to pierce the silence as I drift off to sleep. I kinda miss

psyched_out's music or the gunfire from w00ter playing Counterstrike coming through the walls. (sniper shots, shotgun blasts, and automatic gunfire, oh my!) I can sometimes here the roomie WoW-ing it, but not when I'm on the flipped schedule.

Anyways, I was lying in bed trying to sleep, and I swear I think of the weirdest things. You know how you have that one moment in your life you wish you could go back to so you could possibly do things differently? And you could be living your life and something happens and you get shunted back in time to that moment, but you remember everything that has happenned (or is that will happen?). Like in those TV shows and movies whose names escape right now. I've mentioned this before, that for some reason, if that somehow ever happenned, I know the exact point I'd be jumping back to. Wednesday afternoon, the first week of engineering camp, where I overslept and was late for the advance computer lab.

I don't know why I'd jump back to that point. Mebbe its the weird feeling I had upon waking up. But other than that, its not even a significant moment in my life. At least I don't think it is. Well, the previous day was the last time S would ever speak to me (unbeknownst to me at the time) and the next day was the whole thing with J. (actually, now that I think about it, I didn't notice that C hated me until after that point. What's up with that?!) But I don't think I could've done anything about the former, and I can't see what I'd do differently about the latter. But it must have some subconscious significance for me to even think of that as the moment! Of course, mebbe I'm just overthinking it, and it all boils down to it being the beginning of the summer right before senior year of high school, and that time is a significant period in any person's life, because they're about to graduate and enter the world of adulthood.

Anyways, I've rambled on incoherently for long enough that I'm actually ready to fall asleep.