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Apr. 24th, 2002 09:57 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
geebsI'm still quizzing everyone I know about that comedy of errors from Monday. Okay, it wasn't really a comedy of errors. My main concern was that, although I got the digits (yes, they're for real), it sounded like a total blow off because she mentioned how busy she was this week. I mean, I guess she could be saying she is busy, because she is in fact, busy. What with the two jobs and all. I guess its the way TV has really warped my view of how normal human interaction should be like, I wasn't satisfied because it didn't go as smoothly as those WB shows. Despite my best efforts, I wasn't really witty or charming at all. And the conversations didn't have any witty repartee. Whatever. I should stop obsessing about it, especially on a semi-public forum.
But that's what I do. That's why I need so many things going on at one time. If I don't totally occupy my mind, I start thinking. If I start thinking, I start obsessing over every little thing that may or may not have gone wrong. I mean besides the aforementioned above, I won't rest until I know the status of the CPC position. The majority of my co-workers are confident that I'll get it, but until I get that first paycheck, I'm not gonna believe it. squiggyv('I'll see it, when I believe it!') So those of you who have to deal with me asking the same things over and over and over again, bear with me!
But that's what I do. That's why I need so many things going on at one time. If I don't totally occupy my mind, I start thinking. If I start thinking, I start obsessing over every little thing that may or may not have gone wrong. I mean besides the aforementioned above, I won't rest until I know the status of the CPC position. The majority of my co-workers are confident that I'll get it, but until I get that first paycheck, I'm not gonna believe it. squiggyv('I'll see it, when I believe it!') So those of you who have to deal with me asking the same things over and over and over again, bear with me!
