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My stomach is in knots! I just need to accept the fact that I cannot please everyone at the same time. And that I shouldn't feel guilty about things that are beyond my control.

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Heh, not only am I living in a separate reality, I'm also full of myself. Went to Roaster's with Krug last night for dinner. I had it in my head that the hostess was checking me out because I kept seeing her walking by and stealing glances at me. Then I noticed that cute nerd-girl[0] waitress. And the hostess noticed that I was checking out the other girl so she got all mad and gave me the cold shoulder the rest of the night. So as we left, while our server said "Have a nice day!" she just walked by without saying anything. After we go to the parking lot, I asked Krug, "Whoa! Did you notice how cold the hostess was to me when we left, when she was so friendly earlier?" And he's all, what the hell are you talking about, and I explain to him what I just said here. He naturally shakes his head in disbelief. So yes, for the record, you can add "delusional" to "cocky" and "arrogant" when describing me.

[0] nerd girl denotes girl with glasses. Its a total complement! Krug was telling me, "why don't you just say 'girl with glasses' then?" But that sounds so plain, it doesn't have the allure of "nerd girl".

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Bored to tears, again. I say, I may just eat some hay, make things out of clay, then lay by the bay. But seriously though. Just three and a half hours, its the weekend! Ah can't wait! Not that I have a whole weekend, since I have to come in Sunday. Of course, I don't need to show up then until 11am, and I don't even think of it as real work anyways!