Boring

Its been so boring today. Went to the doctor for a long overdue checkup yesterday. Well, I'm not dying of anything, so that is good. Anyways, Tuesday night TV was pretty interesting. I still say Willow and Tara are the cutest couple on TV right now. And is it me, or was the nerd-girl candidate on Smallville pretty hot?

Owel, I'm just sitting here bored right now. The highlight of work so far has been learning how the New Englanders use "wicked" like "mad", i.e., she is wicked cute. And this whole Spike Witwicky scoring in the backseat of Bumblebee is really creepy. As would it be if Michael had bedded some girl in Kitt. Talk about wicked weird.

analysis

Here is your analysis:

Your view on yourself

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener; they'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girl/boyfriend you are looking for.

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship.

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love.

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you.

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important; find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success?

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Do not give up when you have not even started yet! Be courageous!

What are you most afraid of?

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self?

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Get to Know Yourself Better!

rewind

These last few eps of Felicity are gonna drive me nuts. Sure, you may think going back in time to change a past mistake is cool. But changing one little thing can change everything!! Look at what Felicity did. She totally changed everyones lives. And its one thing to pull a Groundhog Day. Changing a day isn't too bad. But going back a year. Or several years? Just showing up a few minutes too early or late can have incredible consequences! How can you remember to do everything else right? Let's say you said something stupid or blew some great opportunity. But there are other things in your life that went good. And your family and friends are well off too. How can you be so sure that if you change that one thing, the impact is minimal? Just interacting differently can cause a cascade of little events that cause great changes. Kids may not be born. Peeps may not hook up. Or end up with someone else. And for better or worse, people may end up living. Or dying. It'd be one thing to see how things turn out and get to choose which timeline you want to follow. I mean, you can change that one thing, but it ends up screwing other things totally and you prefer the old way. And if you can't get back to that, that would totally suck.

And really, how can you interact with people knowing what you know, knowing the future and how things will turn out? Trying so hard to get them on one path may cause them to go down a totally different one. Its just too much pressure. I would totally freak if that happenned to me. But like I said, if I got to see how that turned out and got to choose, maybe it wouldn't be so bad. As long as I got to remember the other timeline. Mebbe its a part of me that thinks, why waste your time going through it if you're not going to remember it anyways? But then I guess you wouldn't remember, so you wouldn't know what you're missing out on. However, it seems like a waste, tossing something interesting away. Yeah, I realize this is a bunch of crazy ramblings. But whateva. I do what I want.