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Aug. 10th, 2001 07:42 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
geebsWell, here starts another day at work. I'm alone on shift again. Its somewhat inconviencing, but managable. Funny though, the bosses are usually more frustrated than I am when I'm stuck alone. I appreciate the concern, but I can handle it by myself. (Though the extra hand is always useful!)
Of course, I've found that whenever I do need help in life, I hardly ever admit it. Its this stupid thing where I don't want to rely on something that won't always be there for me. Sure, it gets me by in that sitch, but what about the next time? I don't know why I think like that, its not like I've ever been abandoned, so I have no reason to think I don't have people who will be there for me in my time of need. Just more evidence of my screwed-upness, I've never really been betrayed, yet I have trust issues. cliffv('What's up with that?!')
Of course, I've found that whenever I do need help in life, I hardly ever admit it. Its this stupid thing where I don't want to rely on something that won't always be there for me. Sure, it gets me by in that sitch, but what about the next time? I don't know why I think like that, its not like I've ever been abandoned, so I have no reason to think I don't have people who will be there for me in my time of need. Just more evidence of my screwed-upness, I've never really been betrayed, yet I have trust issues. cliffv('What's up with that?!')
